Hello there my, o so few watchers who will actually take their time and read this journal, and to my future viewers.!!

I'm writing this as it could be the last journal entry for a very long period of time maybe even for ever.

Today I finally got to a medical exams of my eyes. I was diagnosed with level 4 keratoconus. The idea is that my cornea is not sphere shaped but almost like a squashed sphere with rough portions diffusing the the light in various directions. The bad thing is that it is only treatable in this state by cornea transplant from a dead body. My state is critical and the doctor had a very frustrated reaction which had my parent all like . He said that my eye could burst anytime soon which willcause bleeding adn the loss of the liquid inside my eye, loosing sight forever. And I have to enlist myself in a waiting list. This is the really bad news. The sooner the problem is solved the better.

The bad news is that I don't have to stay too much in front of a screen (as I'm doing now) and by default that means no Magic United (MU), No deviant art, no reading mangas on the internet, NO PORN, no pen friends, nothing that includes light photons radiating sources such as monitors, TV, mobile screens etc...

The good thing is that this will motivate me to stay more on the books and concentrate on school rather then staying at the computer playing and wasting time. + That I have my bacalaureat exam which here it is the exam which you need to pass so you can go to college ( such as the dentist college, where I want to go and where I will definetly need my eyes)

I want to take this chance to appeal to the Romanian Community here on DA if they have a deceased person in family and they are willing to let the doctors extract his cornea and transplant it into my eye after a compatibility test.If someone is so kind to donate the cornea of someone who is in clinical death, please send a NOTE, with the specification that will be on good "eyes".

And I want to Apologize to: iconakasuna-no-Sasori: for not making him an art gift for catching my 2k kiriban which has been delayed for almost a year now.

Vreau să profite de această şansă de a face apel la comunitatea romaneasca aici pe DA dacă acestea au o persoană decedată în familie şi care sunt dispuşi să lase medicii sa extragă corneea persoanei decedate ca mai apoi să-mi fie transplantată în ochiul meu, după un test de compatibilitate. În caz că cineva este într-atât de amabil incât să imi doneze corneea persoanei in moarte clinica, vă rog să trimiteţi un NOTE, cu specificaţia ca va fi pe "ochi" buni.
And I want to apologize to for not making him an art gift for catching my 2k kiriban which has been delayed for almost a year now.

I also want to apologize to the ones I watch for not commenting on their work for the past 5 months even though they deserve an awesome lot for their pure awesomeness.

Please link this journal to your friends.. who knows someone might read it and my eyes could be saved sooner.